you are out of sight

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 09:41:22 GMT

time to grow up.
you know, by leaving livejournal and moving over to blogspot.
later, boners.

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 15:23:05 GMT

Well, it's that time of year again.

Thank you, Lost, for once again ruining my life.
Only three more years of this shit.

I was born in nineteen eighty-ninnneeeeeee

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 14:56:32 GMT

EEE.

Jesse and I will be a whole year old next Friday
:)

My mom is hooking us up with a free hotel room in AC.
Fingers crossed to winning tons of dinero.

Jamie comes home for break so sossososo soon.
Charlie&Dee&bellyup&commercials&dazed all day long.
I love my biff

EEEEE.
Now I must force myself to go do my nutrition homework so I can go play Family Feud with Erica.
teehee. I love Fridays.

"oh, honey. you made a little joke. good for you!"

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 08:10:28 GMT

I have watched the sex and the city movie twice this week. I don't understand why I love this movie. I feel ashamed of myself.
I guess really it just makes me sad. But I'm done being upset. Besides my two best friends and my boyfriend, I am having trouble figuring out who my real friends are. I mean, if you say I'm your best friend and that you care about me, and you have a problem with me, you should be able to come to me and talk about it...to my face. You should have been honest with me. I shouldn't have to hear about this stuff from other people. But now it just feels like I'm being cut out. And I guess I'm just really confused is all.

Erica is a sleeping right now. And I have taken over her computer. She doesn't know.
I love our new Friday night rituals. I also like when we go to Landmark and convince guys we are lesbians so they will leave us alone. Hahahaha. Cphcp<333333

School books are entirely too expensive. I'm tired of being broke.
And I hate my art class. Although I do plan to impress my teacher with my PDS (penguin drawing skills)
I need to stop being lazy and actually go out and find myself a second job that I can work at during the day before I have to go in to block at night. I am pretty sure that when I actually do this, I will forever regret my decision as I grow more and more hatred toward my life..or by that time..lack there of it.
But day trips to Delaware cost about 1,300 dollars when you're me. And I need to move out of my house. And learn how to save money.

Sigh. I need to go home I think. I was supposed to pick up some chocolate chip muffins for Jesse about two hours ago.
On Sunday we will be 10 months. Crazyness.
I love that little nerdbomber.

The other night he went out to his car at like 4 in the morning to grab something..comes running back in the house hootin and hollerin about how his car got robbed. Then he shoots down to the police station and files a report.
The next day Jesse's mom hands him some papers.
He asks her how she got them.
Her response..
"Oh, yesterday when you were at the show I noticed your car looked a little messy so I cleaned it out for you!"
HAHAHAahahahah.

I hope I can get off a weekend in December to go visit Jamieeeee. I want to ask her spanish roommates the time, how they are, where their grandma is, how old they are, and what the weather is like, I'll let them know where I'm from, that my house has a living room, the color of my pants, my height, and the names of my two cats. And then I'll tell them that I love them and that I'll see them later.
Hahahahaha

Well, I think it's about time I venture on out of here. Payceeeee

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:59:47 GMT

Sigh. Queen Bees was our gateway drug. (CAMILLE!!!)
Last night..after telling Jesse that I watched a special on TV about the ten best moments on The Hills..we went out and bought the complete third season.
We've already finished an entire disc.
Is it wrong that Heidi and Spencer are my favorite characters? LC is starting to grow on me..but I still think she's a little wacko.

I don't know when we became addicted to reality tv..but I am not ashamed.

"Nothing will be touching except my dick and your penis."-Jesse. hahahaah

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 16:06:14 GMT

Ahh, Tropic Thunder totally made up for P. Express.
Nothing better than black Robert Downey Jr.

Dogsitting Part 2 with Erica was good times all around. Maybe even better than last summer. But only because of Mr. Jingles. He was the life of the party.

I wish Jesse gave in to the persuading of me and hazzy so we could enter him in the E! red carpet contest ish.
I had big plans.
He shattered them all.

We need out of this house so we can live in peace.

Well, I haven't slept in a few days now so perhaps I'll go catch up on that.

PS. I'm a blonde now. and it's weird.
I'm twiddling my thumbs and waitin on the fun.

MACBACK INDIANS

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 20:20:10 GMT

Sigh I should be getting ready for work but I just don't want to gooooooooo.
At least it's only for five hours.
Then a night out with the girls. It's much needed.

Pineapple Express was...pretty bad. There were some good lines..I don't really think Seth Rogen was funny at all. James Franco was pretty much the only entertaining character in the movie..and even he got old after awhile. Definitely a huge let down.
Save your money and go see Stepbrothers instead.

Last week Erica and I survived a whole Philly trip by ourselves..with no help with directions or rides home. That was a big deal to us. We are now officially adults who are mentally retarded.
Fat Tuesdays is my new favorite place. The slushies taste like freezer pops and some chick gave us credits to throw monkeys around and mash some monsters.
We made friends..then ditched our friends. Then a big fat black guy came dashing down the sidewalk..grabbed Erica's boob..and then ran away. It was epic.
"I want to be crazy today. I'm gonna eat a hamburger! I don't even eat hamburgers!"
"A little fightin in ya. I like that." "THEN YOU'RE GONNA LOVE ME!"

I'm still in need of a new job. I'd like to work in a doctor's office of some sort.

Hopefully Jesse and I get a hotel room next week so we can chill out and order movies that are still in theatures. Which will probably end up being us ordering The Dark Knight over and over. We are so gay. And I love us. LOOK AT YOU GO.

The internet is ruining my mind. So I am peacing out. Good day.

"and I'm the devil. Now kindly undo these straps."

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:15:23 GMT

One thing I need to learn: I absolutely lack the skills to drink like I used to...which I guess happens when you go from drinking every day to once or twice every few months.
Oh, also...I am a very dramatic and stubborn drunk.
which is maybe why I should go back to my two drink limit.
I wish I didn't get carried away, make an ass of myself, and miss out on probably what would have been an awesome vacation.
++ not have caused such a hassle for my friends.
I also wish I ate that pizza.
Oh, well. Such is life sometimes. At least I learned a lesson or two.

Jesse is a sleepy bear right now..but I love him just the same.
I have nothing better to do with my time.

Next week Erica and I are getting a room in AC for the night:)
I can't wait.
Hopefully I'll get to dance to the beatles and not fall down.

lalalala.
I want to go see the dark knight again.
Can't wait til my week offfffffffffffffff in four days.
and Jamie's 21st.

Lastly, I am determined to be out of Blockbuster by the end of the summer. Please help me find a job. Pllleeeaaase. (to the girls: send me that babysitting site por favor!!!)

goodbye

Mon, 05 May 2008 21:19:57 GMT

What the heck is going on in the world?

Well, I have 2 A's so far this semester, so I am pretty pleased with myself.
At least the complete lack of a social life due to full time at blockbuster and full time at school wasn't a complete waste or anything.
In 45 minutes I take my last final and then I am done for the semester :)

EE.
Thursday is Six Flags with Jesse and Friday is LB's birthday party and I am totally stoked.

P.S I love you was a pretty depressing movie.
And I completely reccomend the movie Teeth. Haha. No, seriously.

My car died yesterday but apparently my mom's boyfriend just cleaned off the battery and suddenly it worked again. Who knows. It will probably die again in a day or so. Knock on wood.

Happy Birthday, Jesserzzzface.

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 18:37:21 GMT

As of May 5, school will officially be over.
Hopefully my life will feel less stressful with two days off a week for the next 4 months.
I'm really tryin to go to six flags if anyone wants to set something up?

So apparently my sister is moving to Texas to be with her crack-addicted boyfriend.
I really don't understand the world.
I haven't had much of a reaction to this news yet.
When she leaves I will never speak to her again.

I'm gonna need a new kitty.

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 18:59:42 GMT

I studied for twelve consecutive hours for my psych midterm, and the dumb twat in the learning resource center wouldn't let me take it because my teacher didn't put my name on it.

Really, I don't even know how I didn't see that coming.
Such is life.

balls balls balls balls balls.

I can't wait until Jesse and I experience our Movie Day Extravaganza.
I won't even let my anticipation be lessened by the fact that I will be buying a bunch of movies that I already owned.

nooppee noooooo nope.

Someone give me a dress that I can wear to a wedding on Saturday and I'll love you forev.

I will now wish for sleep, but will be given Blockbuster.

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 15:06:32 GMT

I can't explain how much I need you
Don't say a word
Your body will speak for you
You can be the reason I'm alive
You're already everything I've got
Hold me close
Keep me on my toes

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 16:49:07 GMT

I don't know how much more of life I can actually handle.

My birthday is in two days and I don't even care anymore.

do it. do it now.

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 20:01:31 GMT

School is lame.
Working 35 hours a week is lame.
Although I am mucho excited for my paycheck tonight.

Jesse found a kitty and it loves me except when I bring out the vacuum. Then it hates me.
But I love it all the same.

I'll keep my mouth shut about the devil because the devil is a secret. Sssh.

I really don't want to write my paper for educational psych which is exactly why I am updating this thing.

I can't wait to see Erica tomorrow.

And I want to watch Charlie do greenman again.
And dumpster baby. DB.
bahahahha.

"Can you take my hoodie off?"
"This is retarded!!"

"Get out of there! There's nothing of yours in there."
"Is this my barrette?"
"Oh. Yes, it is."

Sigh.
I guess I'll skip on out of here because I really don't have anything interesting to say.
payce out

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 18:50:20 GMT

It feels as though we’ve made amends
Like we found a way eventually
It was you who picked the pieces up
When I was a broken soul
And then glued me back together
Returned to me what others stole
I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

2 :)

10 days until LOST!!!!!!!

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 02:12:49 GMT

It feels amazing being back in school. I'm all about the routine.
Although it sucks I have a 30 minute presentation due the day after my 21st birthday...lol. That should go over well.
Spanish class makes me giddy.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.

I am now a proud owner of a hat that is a replica of the one I always steal from Erica's head and/or bed post.
Sigh. My best friend knows just what I need in life.

I think I might go give Jack and Rose another chance.
I hope my sickness is completely gone when I wake up tomorrow because I don't like feeling like this one bit...

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 03:35:22 GMT

I love Jamie K Recchino, Miley Cyrus, and my boyfriend.

Tomorrow is my first official day at Mulica Hill.
Holler to never having to work until midnight ever again.
:)

"shut your pie holes! let's get these goddamn trees out of here!"

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 21:33:05 GMT

well, you walked into the room just like the sun
and woke the caveman from his endless slumber
and with the quickness of your arm
you pulled out a paint brush
and you painted the sky back to blue
and now I’m standing on top of dirty clothes
there’s a tornado spinning in the corner
and electricity flows from your hands into my bones
and my flesh turns pink with its warmth
oh pretty love
don’t worry
with me you don’t need a place to hide
so just sit real still
and the light will flood in over the hills

EEE. I finally registered at GCC for next semester.
I have two classes with Egan! So excited.
And Spanish!! Because I will be fluent one day.
I have off Monday, Wednesday, and Friday which is sweeeet.
Which means I can work Friday nights with Mary Beth!! :):)
I don't think I can even express in words how insane I went this semester from not having class and work to do.
I can't wait!! Plus Egan and I get done at 8:30 on Thursdays so I'm gonna force him to watch LOST with me and he has no say in the matter.

Mark Ruffalo was waiting for me at my door when I went outside today.
I get paid in two hours.
I can finally go finish my Christmas shopping.
++ Jesse and I are having a "best of the best" marathon tonight!!
Hahah, we watched some Ryan Gosling movie called Slaughter Rule last night and it was the strangest movie I have ever seen. The description on the back of the box did not prepare us for what we watched on the screen.
I love the random shot of two guys chasing chickens for 5 seconds and then it just cuts back to the football game. HAHAHHAHA
"Can you stop touching me now? Please. Get the fuck off me!"
David Morse always creeps me out so freaking much.

Millville Blockbuster has been robbed three times this year, and Dave the store manager refuses to go back because the other night his life was threatened by a customer who wanted to be let in after close. He then proceeded to tell Dave that he was going to hunt him down and that he had no problem going to jail for what he would do to him. The next day he came in the store asking about him and trying to find him. But what's funny is that they asked Mary Beth if she would go manage the store since Dave won't go back and were surprised when she didn't jump at the idea of leaving her small, quiet store for the one where lives are constantly in danger. Blockbuster is so silly sometimes.

I'm kind of bummed out that I have to close Christmas Eve. But I just keep thinking that I only have 14 more days until I am officially done working for Linda and that keeps me smiling.

EEEEE.
Today is such a good day.
Everything is perfect right now:)

But I miss Erica mucho.

I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you I'm your biggest fan

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 17:24:08 GMT

Sigh, I had so much fun with my sister, Jamie, and LO last night.
Especially tickling the tips of LO's fingers.
LB comes homes tomorrow. Then Krista Friday.
And hopefully an UN-sick Courtney eventually.
:)

Forget something?
Yeah! My slim jim!
..
It wasn't out there! Oh, there it is on the steps!

Jamie: I would never go out in the cold for a slim jim.

I now know how to say I like to dance, I like the library, I hate you, I love you, Shut your mouth, I like your hair, So-so, Oh my god, and orange juice in Spanish.
That's pretty much all I need.

Kendra: I really need to get back into the restaurant bizz.
Jamie: Yeah, seriously.
Me: Jamie, how long did you even work at Lonestar? a week?
Jamie: A month!

hahaha.

On January 3, Linda will officially give me to Mary Beth.
Now I am off to watch Christmas Vacation and hope the clock stops at 5:55 and stays there.

pay day and refills tomorrow. YAY.
+ wii bowling and it's a wonderful life friday afternoon with my lover Michele :)

I could be another fool, or an exception to the rule, you tell me the morning after

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:17:12 GMT

It's pretty hilarious how much I LOATHE some people(probably not really though)...and even though I know they could never fully take my place..I still feel like they are trying to. Sneaky little girls. I might as well stamp Brooke Davis on my forehead and get it over with.

Speaking of One Tree Hill, season 4 comes out tomorrow. FINALLY.
I want to peek inside the somewhat large present that my sister has sitting under the tree for me so badly that it hurts.
Mark Ruffalo better get his ass here before Christmas or I'll have some bones to pick with allposters.com.

Yesterday I watched Edward Scissorhands for the first time and found it pretty depressing.
Anthony Michael Hall was a fucking chump. He deserved getting pushed out a window.

Sigh. I still have so much shopping to do.
I am not even finished one single person.
I wish that I wasn't such a sucker and didn't already tell Jesse everything that I got him.
Haha. I lasted about 3 days I think.
Which really is a stretch for me...

(same day I bought them for her)
Me: Do you own My Girl 1 and 2?
Erica: No.
Me: Oh, okay. Do you ever wish you did?

HahHAHahahhahahahaha.

Lalalala. I wish my stupid boyfriend would wake up already.

Hopefully the power will go out at Blockbuster again tonight and Jason will appear at the front door when he's not even working and inform us that we must all get out of the store by 8:30 because no one is safe.
Keep your fingers crossed.

PS. I love Michele. I'm going to miss her like crazy when I transfer to Mulica Hill. Thank goodness we have a date set up already where we will watch "It's a Wonderful Life" and be happy and in love.

except love each other..

I cherish your smile

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 23:09:06 GMT

Everything is awesome right now.
-the boy. (even if he does have to stop LOST every five seconds to record quotes on his phone.)
-friends. (+ break is soon and everyone will be home.)
-work. (who knew finally standing up for yourself would get you a promotion and one of your best friends as your new boss?)

I'm happy:)

The only thing missing is the proper amount of Erica in my life.
But currently I can not solve this problem, since her antibiotics are causing her to fall asleep like a baby.

Now I'm off to search for a parrot with a Brooklyn accent so I can collect my reward money.

EEEEEEEE

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 18:52:05 GMT

I talked to Linda's boss and she said that as soon as I talk to Linda, she can transfer me to Mulica Hill and promote me to shiftlead, which is a higher position than what I've been waiting for at my store for the last 5 months.
Fucking finally.
And Mary Beth will be my boss.
It can't get much better than that.

:)

:)

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 05:39:34 GMT

am I dreaming?
is this really me?
because I've never felt so not lonely
and if this could be real right now
then everyday for the rest of my life
I will search for moments full of you
but let's hope tomorrow won't cave in
cause I'm looking for someone to change me
and you make me feel so tall
I always want to be this tall
maybe I'll be original
and sometimes things you say
just make me think in different ways
so this is my way of saying
I could be the one who's dragged home at night
away from all my hopeless dreams
you and me will forge some future
because we don't want to be waiting
for something right to go wrong

the only voice I want to hear is yours

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:29:08 GMT

I like how I finished the first season of 30 Rock and watched about 5 Dane Cook skits at Jesse's last night while he just slept right through it all.
That chump.
Although I can't hate him because he did take notice to the huge fat naked man in the background of St Elmo's Fire the other night.
(probably only Kelly will appreciate that as much as I do. Hahaha)

The new girl Ashlee at work is really funny and I have no complaints about her.
Fucking Tracy threw her movies in the drop box and quit without telling anyone, so now I'm stuck with all her shifts.
Michele says it's most likely because we ate her candy bar that she left at work the other day. Lol.
40 hours is probably going to leave me dead.

Customer: I have this coupon..
Chris: It's fake.
Customer: Oh, okay. Good!
Chris: Good? I've never had that response before.
HAHAHAHAHHA. Love it.

Sigh, I might give in to The Office tonight. That scene with the DVD screensaver won me over.

I'm so excited for the girls to come home:)
And I can't wait to see Erica tomorrow night. My heart is empty without her and Gage.

because right now I don't dare to breathe

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 18:02:25 GMT

"Then I'll do what my father did when I was two, lure you to the edge of the pool with a puppy, and push you in."